What AM I
I was told what i had was an honor and a blessing.
That I was special and gifted and God was only testing.
Id often need to be alone or risk a great depression.
I thought i understood or at least i thought did.
But do you know what its like being surrounded by there pain as a little kid.
So I ran away to a logic using it as my emotion LID
Don't know yourself but know others way to well.
Separate your emotion from theres is like living hell.
Cant talk about it they think your crazy even when you just start to tell.
Don't get me wrong with the new sensation you can learn to cope.
Some do it the right way mediation and hope.
Others did it like i did you know medication and coke
They don't comprehend the fact you portend you ain't got a clue.
But this person is your "friend" so why even try to lie to you.
Energy gets so intense you wanna die but don't know what to do.
However it has its cons but there so many different pros.
Like feeling love so intense passion 100% love really grows.
My favorite is to express my soul by healing in a spiritual flow.
Think about the ability to heal ones soul deep in there core.
To be able to release there spiritual pain and watch them soar.
But its a wild battle you have to win its a crazy war.
So many people broken but its not an easy task.
So much suicidal thoughts i promise hold on they will pass.
One more thing to say its a promise ill make it the last
What Am I