"After Death"

So you said you cried?
After I was gone,
Did you ever hide in the shadows,
Your mind twisted with my loss?
Those cold walls your sanctuary..
Dose you money help you now?
I was set free,
Not tragically lost.
I loved you
But it faded,
The ash of my soul
Fell in to the air and
I was gone.
I will miss Janise,
And I will miss my darling mark.
But I will never think of your face again
Even as you cry from burning hell for me
I will turn a deaf ear to your cries.
As you stand atop my grave
It breaks every thing in me,
Did you know I could still feel?
“This drug will save you”
Like hell, I can never die.
Your test subject..
You will pay for this