That is the invisible me

Eating me from within
I can hardly see
Who I am with
What I am doing
​What has become of me

​I can no longer;
Believe in truth
Believe in myself
​What has become of me

I can't run
Due to exhaustion
I can't tell you
How I feel
Because my feelings are wrong

I want to cry
But I'm out of tears
I want to be scared
But I am out of fear

Tears will find me
At the worst moment
No-one will find me
At the worst moment

​Do not trust me
I have already betrayed myself