Seren and Eira

 [I] 
she is more diamond than coal 
her hairline fractures are filled with summer 
and her tears reflect the fantasies she lives in 
even when she saves them for rainy days 
you still know they are there 

[II] 
there is sadness in the slow movement 
of her fingers trailing the windowsill dust 
her bruised eyes belong to the moon 
and she is glued together with spring-time 
waiting for the flowers to break through 

[III] 
she is no good for you, she writes poetry 
unless you can swim through that 
you will never reach her, it's a million miles 
of labyrinth and mirrors 
and if you do, there is a chance, she will fade away 

[IV] 
she will fade away 

[V] 
she is never alone in her loneliness 
and she doesn't get close to love, or let it 
find her 
she is not for you. 


Magdalena  January 2016


Eira~

all wings and nervous energy 
a shape(less) soul stutters under flesh and bone 
the day is breaking apart 
long before, the night crushes it, black and blue 

thunder clouds, pressed in bible pages 
from childhood schools that raped innocent minds 
the wretch secretly hiding 
behind the eyes of a bastardised perception 

it all is just a grave- waiting to be filled 
there is no rebirth, just a never ending of something else 
the web is bigger, than you, and I 
it is everything, connected 
everything effects everything 

I can taste the rain on my lips 
while it scatters my reasons to hurt anymore 
at least I won't melt today .


June 2016.