Goodbye (Forever)

The saddness that encumbers me
Will soon melt away
I've made endless promises
That i will soon betray
How else can I beg for help?
I don't really want to die..
When I made those promises
I didn't mean to lie..
Mommy, I know you're mad at me
For always being sad
And baby, it's not fair to you
To make you feel so bad.
Daddy, I don't think you really know
How alone I feel inside
Brother, you're my closest friend
I'll still be with you when I die
None of you need feel guilty
This was not your fault
Somethings wrong inside my head
And I can't make it hault
I think it's time for me to go
I can't drag you all down too
And if you ever miss me
Know I'm watching over you