Another Whiney Poem

I want to go home
to a place i've never been
that i'll never see
you told me the new address
of a place i cannot go
.
have always loved you
were you only using me
to get cigarettes
lies about your age broke me
my soul was forefeit to you
.
all these years later
am i just a friend to you
happier with you
in dark night i remember
love holding you in my arms