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Ugly
By silentninja
When I feel,
The only thing I feel is hollow inside
As though my own soul, has just died
I wish no-one will miss me
I wish no-one was there
I wish I could be hated
Then I would not care
When I desire
The only thing I desire is to end my life
It hurts all the more, being this ugly inside
I wish I was invisible
I wish to be on my own
I wish the tears would stop
When I'm not alone
When I remember
Sadness fills my thoughts
My ugliness leaves my mind in all kinds of knots
I wish you could know
I wish you could see
I wish to end it all
All my life, I've felt this ugly
Soon I will shutdown
And be emotionally unavailable for days
Feeling nothing for days
I wish I could love
I wish I could hate
Love
Hate
I wish to feel them both
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Copyright 2013 silentninja
Published on Tuesday, July 23, 2013.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Comments on "Ugly"
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On Tuesday, July 23, 2013, NarcissusNarcosis
(94)
wrote:
Yes, I feel this, "soon I will shut down and be emotionally unavailable for days.." nice post...
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On Tuesday, July 23, 2013, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Somebody out there will love you to pieces and now go and find them! Cheers!
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On Tuesday, July 23, 2013, xZombie Poptartzx
(332) wrote:
Sometimes we can just go numb... going through life like a dream we want to badly end and not being able to feel any real emotion. Thanks for sharing, I hope you find what can make you feel again. xoxo
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