Isn't it funny how you have that effect on me?
The kind that can darken my day or change what I see
Its hard to gather that this is now me
Someone who is at the mercy of what you feel for me
I have difficulty understanding myself
Can't find who I once was within my own self
Why can't I see beyond you for anybody else?
That bond that we had is all my heart dwells
Pick me up and drop me when I get in your way
Promise that you love me so I will stay
But once done, you just go away
How much more can my heart take with this decay
This affliction I can no longer take
This feeling of emptiness I can no longer shake
Loving you was a mistake
A mistake I can't take back and has begun to overtake