When you kill me, let it be for something real
By BetaWolfinVA
When you kill me, dear
let it be for something real
why
did you lie when
you know enough to have them
put me away, were
it known?
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were you too happy?
was i much too far for you?
was i too married?
i never once lied to you
i never lied about
you
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after the end came
without an explanation
stalker
i became
but there was more than "kindness"
on your part to draw
me in
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joy and life to you
i wish you two happiness
may your love florish
you deserve to be happy
he deserves to
know the truth
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i made my own pain
deserving what i have
made
nothing i do should
have any affect on you
why do you
care so much now
-
ignore exists for
good reason, use it
and save
the three of us the
trauma of your daft mad touched
drunken roller coaster ride
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else you change your mind
do not have him contact me
do not contact me
messages from
you give me
hope/despair equal measure
Author's Note:
Screw it, i wrote it at the end of November, when i was still reeling from the blow ad cringing every time i saw her name pop up on the other forum... no, i am not still pining after wolvesbane... but, screw it, i wrote it then...Comments on "When you kill me, let it be for something real"
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On Wednesday, January 30, 2013, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Sounds like wounded ego maybe a tad? But then again, need more input, and druken anything is definitely counter-productive to rational thought. She must have been really something for a while, cherish that, cheers!
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On Wednesday, January 30, 2013, BetaWolfinVA
(791) wrote:
i learned something when it happened... it did teach me something about my self that i didn't want to know... but its over now.(and i am back to being screwed up over raven (which is where wolfsbane found me LOL)