Did you think I would run away again
and leave it all unsaid?
Not this time.
I want to hear what you have to say.
Break my heart and break it good.

Did you think I'd get another lonely bottle
and drown my stupid tears?
Not this time.
I want to hate you
instead of myself.

Did you think I'd take those pills again
and fade away from myself?
Not this time.
I want to feel what it's like to die,
because this is my last time.

If you tell me this is what you want,
I'll wrap my heart in a chain.
I'll kiss you once before I go
and you'll never see me again.