ABC's of my Life
By 10 Forty Three
Another affection gone astray, and another affirmation of acceptance.
Beep, beep, beep…beep, beep… beep…beep… … goes my betrayed heart.
Counting on the clock to communicate the confirmation to clarify that this
cold corpse already exists.
Dismal and delusional. Darkening and diving into the desire of drowning
in death; to just desist.
Eccentric, emotional and embarking on a journey to reach the end of eternity.
Fallacies falling all around, and me falling for them.
Giving gratitude to the ghosts that go where I go for they are the only
company.
Hectic holes in the very fabric of this non-hallucinated Hell.
Isolation in effect every day inspires but never conspires to put an end
to these illusions of hope.
Jealous at the joy that justice gets out of never appearing.
Karma always kicking me without a cause.
Levels of lackadaisicalness elevating, little by little in this lost life.
Mercy making a deal with the Devil to make it so that it makes a defenseless
man out of me.
Never is the new forever of having someone in this nihilistic nightmare.
Obscure, obsolete and over-driven by obdurate thoughts.
Prosthetic heart preferable to prevent pain.
Questionable if these quotation marks will ever be quenched from the word
friends.
Relentless they are, especially when they rarely remember me.
Scars acquired by solitude sink deep inside my skin.
Traumatized, tormented, and always trying to stop this torrent of thoughts.
Understanding that this will always be my life.
Vanishing are the vast hoards of people from my vision, leaving the streets
vacant.
Wishing, always wishing but what for?
Xenophobia is overrated, for strangers do not add more Xs on my heart.
Yammering constantly for someone to come save me.
Zzzz... now I close my eyes and lay me to sleep...
Awards
Comments on "ABC's of my Life"
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On Friday, March 22, 2019, sTr8-jAcKeT
(735) wrote:
I love the effort in this one bro. Now here's a personal challenge, are you able to do the same format but with positivity?
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On Saturday, March 23, 2019, 10 Forty Three
(593) wrote:
Well shit. I might just try that lol.
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A former member wrote:
I can see why this is Poem Of The Day, and you should definitely think about doing more of these. Between you and me, I think that karma enjoys kicking us while we're down.
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On Friday, October 21, 2016, beamish
(137) wrote:
Enjoyed it a lot. Nice write
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On Friday, October 21, 2016, Divine hell
(249) wrote:
Very nice poem, the 2nd stanza stood out to me very thought provoking good write.
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A former member wrote:
I love your style and how you formated your poem its so straight foward the words come through sharp and with an edge nicely penned..Bravo
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On Tuesday, February 21, 2012, Devilish
(2658) wrote:
Hmmm Nice!! Hello there again you. Long time no see...
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A former member wrote:
i love this poem. the style flows and it captures the reader. nice write
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A former member wrote:
I honestly think this is one of my favorite poems. It's so creative, I can honestly say I don't think I'd ever be able to do what you've done. The only thing is, I kinda wish you could've found another z word beside zany. Other than that, this poem rocks! :)