I try toplan the perfect day
Away from an ideal getaway
I forget how to talk
I dont know what to say
how about I fucking hate you
Now get the fuck out my way
Don't you fucking dare ever mention my birthday
If you do, I'll tear off your face

My son is dead
Another aniiversary is here
All this time to think
He would have tunred 5 this year
And yet you wine about the shit on your car
You could wipe it clear
You fucking retard
Oh just get out of here

I slam the door
lock myself inside
propped by the kitchen wall
Thats my favourite place to cry
I even start sucking my right thumb
In my favourite place to hide
I fucking hate you neighbour
Let this be your year to die

No-one ever understands just the way I feel
No-one really cares
No-one biothers to actually listen
No-one wants to end my my life

I log onto my laptop
with this dreadful curse
to find I'm expelled fro DP college
and yes it fucking hurts

My one voice
My one last shining light
My one email I read
My one and only son is dead

Don't you dare say happy birthday
For this saturday
God, I fucking hate you