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Porcelain eyes
By silentninja
One word after another
Words are just thrown at me
Through one
ear and out the other
I'm sooo not interested in this conversation
'Just smile and nod'
Thats all i do
Have you noticed
the issue here yet?
I never smile
And yet it is seen as a purpose
to continue your conversation
Last thing I said was
"I'm
tired I want to sleep"
And you start talking
So I emplore you
to please stop
The porcelain expression in my eyes must be hint
of sorts
I just sit there with a glazed expression
You
do not even know that I am thinking of vanishing
If I close my eyes
tight enough it might just work
Fuck, I'm still here
Should
I swear at you
When my disbility is my enemy
Should I shout at
you
When I cant face the truth
Should I make you cry
For
something you never did
No, I'm tired. I can wait for the
silence.
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Copyright 2010 silentninja
Published on Tuesday, September 28, 2010.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
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A former member wrote:
sounded like depression.... being withdrawn... and yet still having to contend.... wishing for silence... longing to just be forgotten... for it all to just stop.... and yet... not wanting to tell them, not wanting to hurt them .... to spread the pain.... well written.
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