"Beautiful"

It’s burning deep in side of me
This pain that I can not extinguish,
The love I have for you……..
You will just never know…How much
You are loved…..I fear to hurt you…
Like all the others, but I can not deny,
How I want you, how my mind dwells on you,
How I crave the touch of you skin,
God I can almost smell the life in you now…….
Like some taste that is spoken, but never obtained.
How can I live like this, with this horrible
Temptation, just talking to you…. Oh
It is indescribable, you will never know what
It is like for me…….just the though of your taste
Sends this sensation through out me, all through my body,
Like a shock wave that Pierces through every Arapahos …..
You just don’t know…never before have I felt this way…
Never …..
Oh mortal boy you are perfection, the softness in your eyes,
Brings me to tears, with every word you say, music seems to play…
Never has one been in me like this, like a drug , like a poison,
Like a plague, takeing me over…with all of my strength I try and
Fight it, but it is all in vein, I know I am subdued,
You seem to not grasp how much I want you,
You dance in my mind, weaving your spell on me…
I breathe you, I feel you with every step I take,
God if I could I would take you now…
Leave you no choice, just to be with me….
But I have to resist that compulsion, I know you…
I know you will come to me…I have watched you too long not to know you,
I know how you are, I know how you eat, I know how you sleep,
I know what you crave, and whom you love, I know every scare on your body,
Every peace of you I love and cherish, like some priceless artifact…
I want you like no one I have ever wanted….
You will be my life’s work…my beautiful one.