Trial and Terror

By Aunty Depressant

The tongues so blunt do so sharply bury their slander in minds that are dull or indifferent.

A scalpel of fire and truth, ...love... useless.
Discernment and sense, foreigners,
mere cast aways on islands of obviousness.
Motive sits in the corner snickering,
going unnoticed...
or ignored.

Once impressions made,
years of societal sophistry cement condemnation,
in a trial that never commenced...
a hearing where not all are heard,
with evidence only found at the tip of maliciousness.

The echoes of which repeatedly, flog my heart and dreams, and the spirits of my loved ones.

Tenderized by the top of the totem pole,
hungry for justice, and longing to be one again,
a family free from bent scrutiny.

There is no end to the torture,
nor knowing when the next bout will begin,
the shoe that will kick your ass and knock out your teeth,
silencing your screams of despair,
muffling maternal instinct.

...waiting for it to drop.
...Praying it never shall.


I go through another day,
biting my tongue...
swallowing my tears...
wiping the eyes of my young with the cloth upon my breast.

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Copyright 2009 Aunty Depressant
Published on Friday, November 20, 2009.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: what a truly terrible thing to live through.. please stay strong, stay together.. as long as there is still blood and love within you, you will weather the harsh times, I really believe that, this shows your spirit and determination.

  • A former member wrote: Your story touches me deeper than you know. I will just say, I feel your pain. Be well my friend. **hugs**

  • alex herewane On Wednesday, June 16, 2010, alex herewane (150)By person wrote:

    I hope you continue to write, I know you will continue fight for your son and your family. I wish you strenght, I enjoyed this piece, good luck

  • Dilated View On Friday, December 18, 2009, Dilated View (583)By person wrote:

    I'm not sure specifically what you were referring to but for me this spoke volumes about where we are heading, in general, as a species. The opening lines of this is a concept that has been on my mind a lot lately. Very sad :(

  • Aunty Depressant On Sunday, December 20, 2009, Aunty Depressant (434)By person wrote:

    Well, being on DP...you may guess that I am not very conventional,...I live in a very conservative community. My youngest child was taken from me due to false allegations from my ex-husband, because of prior malicious reporting and my standing up to authority calling them on their lack adherence to law.

  • A former member wrote: This was hard to read. I had to read it twice just to really be sure, that what I was feeling was validated.... it was. I hurt so deeply for you. I hope this is just a theme and not a truth. I am in aww of this for so many reasons....out of words...

  • Aunty Depressant On Sunday, December 20, 2009, Aunty Depressant (434)By person wrote:

    I have had to see my youngest child supervised (though I raise his siblings solo) and now he is suffering great emotional harm while living with his father, who made up allegations that I put him in a straight jacket(No joke). My son is 5, and he just told me he heard his dad and therapist talk about putting back in diapers because he keeps wetting himself. The courts are too stupid to figure it out. I'm going to his pediatrician and begging for her help tomorrow. Its killing his siblings to be seeing him so little, and they are shaken up now because they know they could be taken away if he could.

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