Breaking illusions
By ANGELSLAYER
I'm laying to rest all of my dreams
Always end up being deceived
Illusion's demise
It's all crashing down around me
the
love slowly fades to pain
A chrysalis of hate
All I thought of
our happiness
A brutal mind rape
I saw the future in your
eyes
I wish I could have seen through to the lies
I'm tired of
waiting and hoping
Hating and hurting
Your angel's wings
enfolded me
A halo of torment I mistook for sympathy
Lulled me
to a perfect sleep
I never wanted to wake from
You're sucking
the life out of me
I wish I could have seen it clearly
The corruption
in your heart destroyed me
Left me broken mentally
I thought
I was strong
But in the end you shattered me
I lost something
of myself
Captured by your sadist's desire
I put all of
my faith and trust into you
Something I knew i shouldn't do
But
I wanted so bad to believe
I had hoped your love could cure
me
But it kills me inside
To see the extent of your apathy
No mercy
If wishes could come true
I'd have my fill of
youÂ
And cast your aside
Wasted and abused
Just as
you left me
Comments on "Breaking illusions"
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On Monday, June 20, 2011, TyrantAvDetForbannet
(273) wrote:
and in so has made us stronger. Great write, powerful words. \m/
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A former member wrote:
Yes yes...how it will fill us to the point of gushing.You seem to write and wring out the pain very beatifully!
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A former member wrote:
You have a lovely way with your words!
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A former member wrote:
so much damage....I can only hope things keep getting better for my favorite archangel.
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On Friday, September 18, 2009, ANGELSLAYER
(116) wrote:
Things are great! May we raze the heavens together!