Six shattered hours
Thousands of broken dreams
No matter how much time goes by
I can't erase the past
Part of me wishes I could burn this whole world down
The other part knows I'm not that lucky
Do you really think I'll be okay?
Do you really think I can survive without you?
Let's test that theory
Is this what numb feels like?
Is this pain inflicted?
Is this my downfall?
I need answers
You have until the last drop of my blood spills
Flash flood of memories
Gifts, curses, don't know the difference anymore
Let's clear this up
Let's make reality real and leave the daydreaming to those with time
I've got nothing left
Time was never on my side
Too busy dealing with all the hate in life
How can you forget I'm only human?
How could you forget I bleed?
the humanity has left
You cut my heart out with the dulled blade of my own knife
This is what numb feels like
This is the pain I inflicted
This is my downfall
I don't want your answers
I'll find my own
You have until the last drop of my blood spills
Running away
A grand solution
My plan, my life, my rules
How dare you take that from me
Control, I'll never have
Pray my death be swift
You made me numb
You inflicted this pain
You made this my downfall
I still need answers
You live until the last drop of my blood spills.
4/2/07