For Love's Sake

Another boy, another lie
Not so much the lie
I just cannot make up my
Ever so mental mind
I'm slipping again and everyone's here
Just to watch me fall

And so I'm coming near
Having to face my fear
If only, if only
Myself and my lonely
Heart could just agree
Stop toying with boys
Just live with their joy
And shut my fucking mouth

Cause I can't change my mind
Cause I can't change your mind
And I don't know what to do
I'm unknowingly dying
My soul slowly drying
I can't keep doing this

Please just crawl up beside me
Lay down and make me forget you
I'll always want you forever
Everyone gets in the way
And I say this again

I'll always want you forever
Please just make me forget
I can never forget you, no never
But I really want to forget...










Fake, Break, and Run

They say it's wrong
So very wrong
But it feels so right
So very right

I am supposed to be
With another love
Not real love
Just a boy here

With my clothes on
We sit and be
Holding hands
Isn't enough for me

When another comes
I'm no longer preoccupied
They say it's wrong
But, love, it feels so right

And I commit myself
To he who walks by
Pretty smile
Pretty lies

I can't be stable
Not sure why
Just a complex
I'll make it, by and by

And behind closed doors
I'm plotting your demise
What's unknown doesn't hurt
As much as discovered lies

I know you're good
But know you can't be
My very one
My one and only


*yeah I know it's not all that creative
Just a problem related on*










Cliche

Smile as I cry these slow tears
You manage to erase my fears
Paranoid, insane as I am
You bring me back
Back down to misery and hate
No matter, you are my life and company
Slow salty tears
Drip onto the wilted roses
So melodramatic
But writhing in my soul
As I listen to those who think themselves the flawed
And yes as they are, not so scarred
There goes my broken life again
And you mend my aching heart
Just to make it break again
You seem to want me hurt
My uncaring love
Careless and careful
you're painfully honest
Not sweet lies for me
However much I need them
Hot tears slide down the page
As I write farewell
Not from life, no just from pain
Not from you, just the hurt
If it possible
I will bottle my tears
Bottle my fears
Seal them up with wax
Leave them with my farewell
Snow white paper smeared with black