hearticide

the floor rushes up at me in the time it takes to bleed
it cradles me in its heartless embrace with ink inside its weave as i cradle my face in one hand

smothering myself dreaming of quicksand coffins leaking with surprise my stomach tears itself apart


is this a hearticide

pulling away from me locked in duress id like to get closer but this tangled mess of emotions and drippings i watch slide from your eyes bring tears
ebbing and flowing while i wait here to die
i whisper your name and my heart seems to fly


welcome to all the world

seen from the point of the floor

i see tyou fade into the distance come now whats with this the fire inside cries clipping closer to the trembling maddness all day

is this a hearticide

to reach out and touch you is like tearing at smoke as the vapors will choke you and it would seem right
like the life and the death of me its hard just to write this down in the air

i care
and i care
its there


my dearest of ides


heavenly death in circles of history?

never



but what i have to say,


i don't think you want to hear





angel...retreat not from me





if your faith is gone.....



*tear*



i can't think..



i can't



i...i dont..



ah












fuck