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*for you...you know who you are*


you wanna know what goes on inside of my head
so here it is this is what it said
lust fills the eyes, while the heart tears
been there before im all too aware
confused, torn without a clue
falling so quickly i dont know what to do
what i should do is something i fear
and im not too sure if my thoughts are clear
a mess of jumbled thoughts put into letters
things that shouldve closed years ago for the better
i found the escape tho
and back is a place i dont wanna go
reality comes eventually and thats really tough
im sick of thinking ive had enough
inside my head i am to explain
words just fall and i cant seem to contain
unsolved issues around for years
just to come back and fade into tears
dealt with what i had thus far....till i found there is more
things that i want not that i HAVE to live for
pushed away silenced and everything in between
at the same time love nad help these things i have seen
i dont think i can deal with what i had to nemore
at the same time been down this road before
something that can be vs. something that shouldnt
what i want to do i feel i couldnt
would it be a wise descision?
am i gonna end up lost?
i want it so bad but its gonna cost
what that is i dont know
could there be heartbreak?
b'cuz I have made the same mistake
for me you dont know and i fear when you do
you will be another one who wants me away from you
i hoped this helped a little with what u wanted to know
with all that said im gonna go......