just walk the other way

eclectic scarring opens into shared sensations of dying hearts


and now i feel


like my life was never truly real



since we opened up i let this be a lesson
making the most of the thoughts that just kept me guessin trapped with shards to overcome the resolution and confusion resonant and a change in things

it can never be




lost inside standing next to the door to oblivions cracking embrace

shout it back


i know this isnt the place nor the time to reflect upon such appointments...
but the cycles move and i'm laying you to rest within the hole in my heart



i'm fast at this but memories remain like a knife lubed with tears while i'm still one step behind and you've tried those fools on me

me


i broke those chains and fucking split




i can't place blame like a coward on anyone but myself while the world now is one step back i'm two steps in the game



and the playing board is each and everyone one of you fucking retards
retention of intention smile slapped back at this fucking reflection spin around at the haunting memories bliss and homicidal tensdencies cum and ephemeral me
one junction panic fucked resolve return and dissolve me absolve me from yourself



friends

lovers




i'm a dream









fuck me