Letter to a friend
By Nail Bunny
I feel like shit,
miserable, confused
and I feel worse because I want to blame you.
But I have reason to believe that you have better reason
to feel down
and unwell.
You are the strong one,
the wise one
who taught me how to be the person I am.
I have depended on you in so many things
you have come through
you never fail me.
But when you need me,
I feel like worthlessness,
the ear on the phone as you reason it out to yourself.
I try to do more, help like you help me,
but you are closed
a door locked from within.
You are in control,
in a firey tailspin,
the allknowing master of your own life.
If you choose to include me, I become a part
of scenery.
Useless.
You are a brother.
An idol
a wonderful friend who I trust with my life.
I see you suffer, and can do nothing.
You need to overcome alone
take no help.
And I wonder
how long it can last
until finally even you crack and break, if that's possible.
You say that we won't know you in the morning.
That scares me.
I need to know you.
I need you
I need to be needed.
I wish I could do something to be for you what you are for me.
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Comments on "Letter to a friend"
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On Saturday, April 18, 2020, FlowMyTears
(53) wrote:
When i read this i want to make friends with you, thanks for sharing a little spot in hell with me for a moment.
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On Wednesday, August 22, 2007, Thorn
(283) wrote:
This is very touching... especially right now...
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On Saturday, April 29, 2006, PoeticHellion
(191) wrote:
Mmm yes. I know this issue. I also know that it came from him being a weirdo. Well written, I like the flow and meter... and I just love it in general.
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On Saturday, April 29, 2006, agentlemenspromise
(42) wrote:
i know exactly where youre comming from. great write.
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A former member wrote:
this was really good. i can feel the emotion that was put into this. most likely cuz i kno how it feels.