Trust No One

Every time I hear your name I cringe
I can't get over the fact
That I'm in love with two different souls
The side of you I truly adore
And the side of you I completely disgust
Though your worst gets the better of you
I'm still confused as to why I love you
You took my heart and put it through the grinder
Spitting in my face you called me scum
I was chained to your heart
And dragged in the mud just feet behind you
Scarring my skin and tormenting my soul
Death is lingering in my weak breath
Lungs are filled with hatred
I can not stand any longer
Your weight on my chest is too heavy
Crushing my ribs below your force
Suck this so called life out of me
Though we barely know each other
I'm willing to die for you
I love you with the depths of my heart
Even if you completely hate me
I'm sorry I've put myself in your presense
Forgive me of my wrong doings