Anesthetized
By whisperer
blank set face mask
...desensitized...
god....how i wish sometimes we were lost acronyms in droplet soothing liquid
sleepy rhymes with eyes open too numb to feel
...anesthetized...
i yearn for it
amid this crazed sugar gun, and purple grenade season of alarm
sonic charm flow through electralysous induced rivers of candy coated metal
grates
then we all drink a little more eggnog....and rum
falling sensation
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drink more, the bottom must be at the bottom of the glass
more salvation is somewhere at hand
some on fucker, i know you're down there
give me another, i didn't do it right
pretty soon i can't move
vision swimming with bright lights and I.V.'s
reach over.....fuckin' hell where is it........pull the drip free!
straight shot to the right arm and squeeze the bag
i know i'll find it here
eyes roll back
victim irises squeeze themselves shut
and i'm no longer in this world
i feel my pulse slow
with each intake of breath
i'm not supposed to hurt on the other side of death
desensitize the brain
stab out the eyes
raise a glass to the scarecrow and anesthetize
one swing of the hammer every six hours those goddam flowers don't stand
a chance
broken stems and form fucked petals strewn in every direction
listen harder
my garden speaks in tongues of flame
broken mountains make great step ladders
don't they
silence
numbed into silence
and my eyes have taken on that perpetual glow of.......
....well.....
....whatever
we're all safe now
don't sigh in relief that didn't include you
anesthesia
my aphrodisiac
how does it feel?
letting my blood drip down you chin
savour it take a moment and let it linger
then rise up again as you turn away
turn back
so i can leave you choking on my middle finger
broken windows, busted mirrors, smashed glass
anything that leaves a reflection is gone
carpaint, marbles, your eyes are sitting on my pillow in a little bottle
as my own close
anything goes
be careful of what you take, you still have to pay for it
my perpetual state of insistance on living
decieving my waking yes
susceptable to my own lucind mind
drop and anyone can hear it from a mile away
listen for the laughing
that's life standing still and it's passing
anesthetized and it's casting me on the grill but there's nothing forgotten
unfortunately
a hammer to the head should take care of that, right?
sure son
but doctor, will i ever wake up again?
you might.....but i'm hoping otherwise
what?
nurse! more anesthesia for this young man please
fuck...
Comments on "Anesthetized"
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A former member wrote:
.."we're all safe now; don't sigh in relief that didn't include you".. those lines stuck out of this write..they cut ..
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A former member wrote:
..the kind of words that will leaves scratches inside my mouth and I'll roll them over my tongue until their I can't feel them anymore..
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A former member wrote:
I can't stop watching this one.. it's horrifying, but.. I can't stop coming back to let it reel over my emotions and all over my mind's eye..
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A former member wrote:
moving theme, well written.
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A former member wrote:
What I meant was..this is a very strong, moving piece. You could feel it coming straight from the heart..it's completly staggering.