Not Happy Today

By Hello Dead Kitty

I was going to be happy today.
Really.
I was.
I had been planning this for days,
Maybe weeks.
I had paid close attention to each and every detail.
Everything would be perdect for my happy day.
I would only participate in happy things on this day.
I would not think about how unhappy every other day seems to be.
I would unplug the telephone-
I would watch no T.V.,
I would listen to talk mexico radio so as to not learn any bad news.
No news equals good, happy news.
I was honestly getting quite excited as the day grew nearer for me to be happy.
I awoke to find the date circled on my wall.
Today is the day I was going to be happy.
Really.
I was.
But then I fucked up and thought about you.

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© 2006 Hello Dead Kitty
Published on Sunday, January 15, 2006.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • xserratedsoulx On Sunday, January 13, 2008, xserratedsoulx (212)By person wrote:

    LOVE it!

  • A former member wrote: Nice curve but, very direct all the same. Sweet write.

  • Hello Dead Kitty On Tuesday, April 25, 2006, Hello Dead Kitty (29)By person wrote:

    thanks, i think...lol

  • mywristshurt On Monday, April 24, 2006, mywristshurt (408)By person wrote:

    BTW, i'm doing a report on this poem

  • mywristshurt On Saturday, April 15, 2006, mywristshurt (408)By person wrote:

    wow... nice ending.. it seems like you drove for laughter and it turned out to be a worse nightmare.. i love this one... its going to my favorites

  • A former member wrote: I have never thought this way of someone. I wonder why?

  • A former member wrote: I've felt more hate in 13 years then most people would feel in a life time... Good write..... very happy at the begining, builing hope then tearing it down with one line at the end

  • A former member wrote: I found some one new but when they pay no mind to you it pushes you back into your past.... when they act like they don't know you, they don't like you

  • A former member wrote: I know this and I know it well.... expecialy on a Sunday... they days I'm suposed to be happy.... it doesn't hlep all of my poetry revplves around her

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