What I am feeling right now.

By Adam

What I am feeling right now.
Love (I just can’t stand it any more)
Hate (how does love and hate go together? why do I find myself feeling this when I look at her?)
Jealousy (I want her… but others get her?)
Submissive (I need to be controlled… by someone)
Loneliness (I just need some one to hug- I miss my mom)
Desperate (I am filled with these things, any suggestions?)

I know this is just a stupid list and it will come down in less then 10 days, but this is me tonight…

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© 2006 aldldl
Published on Monday, January 9, 2006.     Filed under: "Non-Fiction" and "List"
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  • Livingdeadgirl On Friday, February 27, 2015, Livingdeadgirl (58)By person wrote:

    its not stupid... it's emotions tht u r feeling.... never count them as stupid.... if they r stupid when u feel them, then they r stupid for everyone, then feelings r inadiquate every time and day.... and u did good expressing yourself, keep ur head high cuz u r uniquely u...

  • Mari On Saturday, January 26, 2008, Mari (425)By person wrote:

    Ohhhh love and hate most definitely DO go together, if you really love someone, you can adore them and want to slap their face at the same time..

  • A former member wrote: something else... but not bad. I only miss the "careless" part. (Most people have something they don't care about) But probably you didn't care to write it down.

  • Dissolving Poet On Thursday, May 18, 2006, Dissolving Poet (564)By person wrote:

    Aww this was just sad I wanted to give you a big head and smooch and tell you it's alright

  • Cattarax On Tuesday, May 16, 2006, Cattarax (215)By person wrote:

    hmmmm ... I am begining to see :)

  • Adam On Saturday, February 18, 2006, Adam (245)By person wrote:

    i hide them form most just not to the DP community :) Scholar

  • Adam On Saturday, February 18, 2006, Adam (245)By person wrote:

    *I | from Scholar

  • Vicious Pixie On Friday, February 17, 2006, Vicious Pixie (62)By person wrote:

    no stupid at all...i'm continually filled with conflicting emotions...at least you can still be honest about yours instead of hiding from them like a lot of people

  • Pitch Black Heart On Monday, January 23, 2006, Pitch Black Heart (12)By person wrote:

    there's nothing stupid about this i have feelings like this all the time

  • vaultgrl On Friday, January 20, 2006, vaultgrl (185)By person wrote:

    wish i could help you feel better adam....but i like that you were able to put it into words...that better then me.....

  • Adam On Friday, January 20, 2006, Adam (245)By person wrote:

    bu when you get it in to words it comes out so much better.... Scholar

  • Forgotten Angel On Wednesday, January 11, 2006, Forgotten Angel (310)By person wrote:

    im feeling the same way..but not for the same reasons..and i'd be there for you in a second, if i could be adam..cuz ur like..almost family to me...and i hate to see you hurting..i really do..-Kel

  • Darkest_Addiction On Tuesday, January 10, 2006, Darkest_Addiction (44)By person wrote:

    i agree with petty i havent got a clue most of the time and youcan tell me anything ya want even if you think its stupid k?

  • A former member wrote: everyone feels lost and alone and confused probably most of their lives i know i do

  • TaintedButterfly On Tuesday, January 10, 2006, TaintedButterfly (670)By person wrote:

    Feelings we have are never stupid. Things will get better, keep smiling. I know the feeling of missing my mom too. *Hugs, hugs & more hugs* Julia~

  • A poet of madness On Monday, January 9, 2006, A poet of madness (115)By person wrote:

    it makes sense. i've felt all that and more at one point or another. it felt like my brain was screaming and i wanted to do the same... and one day, in a room full of people, i did. nobody knew the difference.

  • Adam On Monday, January 9, 2006, Adam (245)By person wrote:

    there was more, but i could not put the rest on the list, i dont know how to say it... Scholar

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