Counting the days

Counting the days until I return
Some go by fast
Others seem to go by so slow I might die
But when I return I hope
To see all your faces
I know things have changed for you all
The things we could have done
If I had stayed
Probably invaid you mind
As they do mine
I hope when I come back
Things will be alright
We can all be happy
Love eachother
Like we used to
Become the family
We once were
And be
Utterly
Together
In out aloneness
You all are my life
My everything
My family
I never want to lose any of you
I love you
I miss you
I hope you all are well
But wait for me
I'll be there before you know it
Then we can have times
Like we used to
But they will be better
Because my smiles will be more frequent
I love you
I miss you
More than you'll ever know
From the bottom of my broken heart
And the depths of my lost soul
I see you again
And we will be whole.