you know half of me

part of me is hidden
a part no one ever sees
it comes out when i'm alone
some kind of dark disease
if you could understand my mind
i wouldn't seem so weird to you
if i could just explain
that inside me i'm two
we are very different
but both of us are strange
one is really scary
that will never change
one half wants the other dead
i must be losing my mind
i can't tell fake from real
as my two halves combine
i don't know if i want help
maybe i don't care
i wish i was alone
with no one here to stare
i don't have much longer
i know i'm going to die
i just wanted you to know the truth
before i said goodbye