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Beautiful When You Cried
By Angst Queen
This goes out to someone that will most likly never read it or contact
me again. Yea, I fucked up, but it was a long time ago. I made the mistake,
I have to live with it
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Beautiful When You Cried
Its been some time since we last spoke
Since the last time I made you cry
You tried harder then all the rest
That is what scared me and made me push you away
I am horrible at accepting that maybe someone does care for me, as a result,
I lost you
But another factor in this...was the twisted nature I tried desperatly
to hide
I sometimes take pleasure in the suffering of others
Something of an orgasimic trip
And in my eyes...
You were always more beautiful when you cried
I felt bad when I hurt you, believe it or not, it is true
But part of me took a sick pleasure in it, a certain twisted joy, a certain
high
You were flawless in mind and body
Beauty I had never before seen
Long dark hair and beautiful green eyes that sent my hormones to a new
level
But I denied you...
And in doing so denied myself
I fucked up and the only reason why
Is because I always thought you were so much more beautiful when you cried
I'm not asking for forgiveness
I don't expect it or deserve it
I know you don't hold the feelings you once did
I know you can't forgive the creature I am
But I did and I do love you in my own twisted way
And never will I forget your tears
...Because you were always more beautiful when you cried
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Copyright 2005 BloodRoseWolf
Published on Friday, April 15, 2005.
Filed under: "Love" and
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On Monday, April 18, 2005, Silent Assassin
(108)
wrote:
Wow, this really was beautiful and ever so painful. This was so well written. I had a tear coming down my face...I loved it. -Dan
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On Sunday, April 17, 2005, Philla
(95) wrote:
Aye me gosh. That's so... painfully beautiful. So lovely... So lovely... -*Philla*-
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On Saturday, April 16, 2005, Malice In Wonderland
(987) wrote:
Ah, christ Ashley...are you trying ot kill me? This is heartshattering but beautiful.
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A former member wrote:
and you know... you're wrong. this is gorgious.. better than anything ive ever read from you. rather than the downgrade you've claimed to have taken, you stepped up and became more of a heart felt poet. nicely done. i commend you.
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On Friday, April 15, 2005, Zhee
(529) wrote:
this was beautiful.. tragically lovely and heartfelt.. wonderful to read your work again...!!
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On Friday, April 15, 2005, Kinkypoptart
(555) wrote:
Wow... I can tell that this work had a lot of meaning put into it. Good job with the wording and phrasing. ~*~Tart~*~
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