old writings that are applicable to my feelings these days

amillionpeopleparticlesrainingoutofthe
rag wet sky

this is less or more
not the vacation i hoped for
but as long as continues the breathing
and the beating
i'll try to do my best
to be myself
and reach
and all that good stuff

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i am still a child
i stomach a bitter peanut butter
tongue shaking she so lithe and still
and still not worth more'n maybe a week or two
care and respect and biting tongues

i'm a good kisser
if you'll give me a chance

go home desire!go home and eat and eat and eat until you are
fat obese high colesterol/blood pressure then it dies
all fat and sickly skin sticky and pallid