Melancholia

let me absorb my melancholia
sink into the bliss of my wants
linger on the edge of actuality
embrace these feelings I call love

how long will I endure?
how long will I be satisfied without your recognition?
how long will you withstand my humble offer and refuse to let me love you

only your love could outshine this radiance

so let me absorb my melancholia of you;
sink into the bliss of my wanting you;
linger on the edge of possibly you;
embrace this love for you;
and not wait in vain for you