Itching At My Mind , Mockery

By BeautifulCalamity

Blinking under the sun,
trances induced by mellow breezes..
Eyes watered and Dazed long
...So control is gone.
Left,
Here in this fog it is all much different..
As butterflies kiss lilies,
and this purple depression
(BRUISED) covers my face...
I cannot smile without it shining
through,
I cannot laugh without feeling it
in the back of my mind.
I try with all,
with all...
not to forget,
never to push you away..
Always To Remember The Photographs
Of Today.

Heightened and Flourishing,
growing to drag myself out of
all that hurts.
Red strings of an angels hair
fall into my eyes.

"blind---you are,
blind------all you'll ever be"

perhaps I am,
but kill the hopeless for lack of trust.
(how could you, they've been pushed.. they've been pushed)

I'll try my life to taste your kiss,
and bleed your mouth straight out of my wrist.
Your perfume drenches my body,
and I look into the mirror
B R O K E N S O O N..

But lover, all I really see is you...
Try me gray, Try Me Gray..
So that I might know you again someday.
My body aches at the shock of you
(gone)
tired...
frail,weak.
all parts of me.
MINE,OURS..
whats ours is forever

this is for.... (you)

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Copyright 2004 BeautifulCalamity
Published on Sunday, October 31, 2004.     Filed under: "Ironic" and "Poetry"
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  • blue On Tuesday, February 22, 2005, blue (1454)By person wrote:

    ..the way you can so easily pull perfection from the air and give it life is truly beyond me, you've made your mark my dear, and I'll not be the one to ever forget you. You are immortal, a gift to heavenly verse. I adore you! chyu... ~b

  • A former member wrote: This had a very reminiscent feel to it but not of memories that are painless to dance back to. Sad but very beautifully writte. ~Ryan

  • A former member wrote: My bady aches at the shock of you (gone). That leaps out at me. Well, everything you write leaps out at me. Thanks once again for a lil' inspiration. You are my muse today. Think I'll go write a littl now. Well, after I read a couple more.~Sarah

  • BeautifulCalamity On Monday, November 1, 2004, BeautifulCalamity (428)By person wrote:

    aww thanks valentine.. mwah!

  • A former member wrote: you truly are.... I could read your work forever.~ Rose.

  • A former member wrote: -this but it would seem that I am left without a trace of a word . ."I'll try my life to taste your kiss, and bleed your mouth straight out of my wrist. Your perfume drenches my body, and I look into the mirror B R O K E N S O O N.." ~. . your wonderful,

  • A former member wrote: "Red strings of an angels hair fall into my eyes. "blind---you are, blind------all you'll ever be" ~ oh, i love your words..you are just too divine.. you craft your poetry so well and this one is no exception. I wish I could express how much I loved t

  • Solace On Monday, November 1, 2004, Solace (1069)By person wrote:

    blah i babble next time i'll leave you a cliche and not waste your beautiful time...

  • Solace On Monday, November 1, 2004, Solace (1069)By person wrote:

    I'm liking the photograph line...photographs have been sticking in my mind of late...my memory is shoddy and i keep thinking that pictures can say a thousand words...at least if i make them up anyway

  • Solace On Monday, November 1, 2004, Solace (1069)By person wrote:

    Cliche cliche oh sixie sixie baby cliche! *grins* sorry i'm in a sing song mood...and this isnt the time or the place for a sing song...

  • Six-Out On Sunday, October 31, 2004, Six-Out (1435)By person wrote:

    Not that good? I admit, I've read a lot of your other work, and it's good...but this honestly floored me. Damn is the only thing that comes to mind, a little cliche Six tonight, aren't I? Anyways, it's still a wonderful piece.

  • Twilight On Monday, November 1, 2004, Twilight (1786)By person wrote:

    boycott my ass you mexican fruit.

  • Six-Out On Monday, November 1, 2004, Six-Out (1435)By person wrote:

    Why would I boycott your ass? It's what keeps me busy on those boring days ;)

  • Twilight On Monday, November 1, 2004, Twilight (1786)By person wrote:

    in retrospect of those boring days-i remember how i spent them with you...and both me and my ass regret it.

  • BeautifulCalamity On Sunday, October 31, 2004, BeautifulCalamity (428)By person wrote:

    ---honestly, of myself. perhaps it was deserved though, the title goes with what i was feeling at the moment.. so much was happening, i just got lost and this piece is really not that great in my own personal opinion.. heh


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