Trust Me (Repost)

The words I write,
Don't always show,
The feelings that I have.
I was sick but now am better,
But will never be the same.
The dark might shine a little brighter,
then the average guy,
But I keep it stuck below,
Behind a shelter of light.
Dark Words are just that,
They don't ever mean anything at all.
The words of love, the flying dove,
Show how I really feel.
But the words that are dark,
May be strong and stark,
But they do not reflect,
my inner being.
I take a topic, twist it around,
Because my mind is strong.
I could also write light,
But it is harder to carry
The point I try to give.
People relate to horrible things,
Not always to the good.
I write for the masses,
That are hurting and crying,
Behind the happy face.
But the face you see, on my head,
Is the true me.
I've never been happier in my life,
Than I am with you.
Just because I write this way,
Does not mean I am like that.
When I say I am better now,
Trust me, for who I am.