But This Is How It Is.

Oh just fucking shoot me,
you killed my heart when I first saw you,
get it over with..

you've turned me into someone i'm not.
While you're at it take my soul
and mind as well..
Not like I ever got to use it around you.
I have learned to live with out it.


I don't think that you
know what you lost.
(while you sit there on the phone)
I don't think that you
know what you have lost.
(and it's not agreeing with
my mind)

These tear stained cheeks
are red from the alcohol,
and you are still here.
So I guess
this time I will leave,
and yet you are still here.


I hope you're happy.....

I don't think that you
know what you lost.
(this is the last time)
I don't think that you
know what you have lost.
(for any chances)


This isn't how it's supposed to be.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.


But this is how it is.