"Broken"

these hands long to feel your touch.
these arms feel useless with out you there to occupy.
theses arms are but to warrires , with no war to fight.
there usefulness ended the day you walked away.
every morning i would wake,
i knew why my heart beat,
i knew why my lungs took in every breath.
but sence you've gone ,
the porpous to it all seems lost.
I Thee Love.
such simple three words.
If had i ever known, just how much i would miss that phrase.
I would have never let you go.
Its been a week now ,
sence you walked away.
and my body still craves to feel you again.
A simple touch,
the caress of your kiss,
I wish i knew , without you,
it would hurt like this.
Such simple things i took so forgranted.
Never would i have imagined i would give all to have back.
your eyes gave me meaning,
your arms gave me a release i never had.
there is no realease now, no meaning to go on.
my strenght faulters now with each passing day.
i envy you
and your hands ,now clean of me .
with not a one tear shed.
I know you breath easyer now with me.
Is it easyer to sleep knowing im not there?
Beacasue my world crumbled the day you left.
I know your never comeing back.
This gapeing hole inside me will never heal.
I walk with the knowlage of how i wasted your love.
i never apperciated the simple things you gave.
Your gental arms will never hold me again,
And your kiss has found others to caress.
Oh dear love, how i would give all,
For your love to be mine again.


*btw if your just going to comment on how bad my spelling is don't bother.*