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i wonder...
By KittyStryker
i drempt last night
of you
you were upset
because i was telling you
i didn't want to see you
not yet
not now
the wound was still fresh
i said
i was still bleeding
from the way
you stabbed me in the back
and through my heart
hard to recover from that
and even though
yo protested
that you loved me
i shook my head
it was my turn
to leave you
crying
feeling inadequate
and wondering
why
am i
falling
out of love
as we fall
out of touch?
maybe i'm just
ready now
to see
the pain
isn't worth
the pleasure
you shattered
my rose tinted
shades
ground them into the cement
when you walked away from me
deep down
yes
i know i would still
jump
into the path of a bullet
to keep you safe
i just don't love you
enough
to let you hurt me
anymore
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Copyright 2004 Bast
Published on Thursday, July 8, 2004.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Comments on "i wonder..."
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On Tuesday, July 13, 2004, nell
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wrote:
this is full of self rightious revelations... i'm glad you've found a new strength in you kitty and even gladder that you know yourself this well
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On Saturday, July 10, 2004, glasshouse
(548) wrote:
I befriended this poem long before you put it into words because I know these feelings all too well. I'm glad to see you've overcome. Thats a giant leap. Great write babe. -Glass
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On Thursday, July 8, 2004, murder_in_clubland
(388) wrote:
wow this made tears roll down my face i know how this feels. ive felt it over and over again great write Dear~ss
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On Thursday, July 8, 2004, NikesRain
(1298) wrote:
..great write..the last stanza for me was the strongest. To actually proclaim..I've had enough. Well done.
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A former member wrote:
ah i know the feeling. but you capture it so well. the last two stanzas make me sad, realizing I would do the same for someone. wonderful write ~serpentine~
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A former member wrote:
you love him, you're just not "in love" with him. i know how this goes. saddening, to say the least
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