Horror Vacui (with anth)

Horror Vacui


lifeless drifting
in dark rivers of nowhere
an emptiness within another
nothing is real
bury your fears
insignificant as tears
lost in rain

cold dark voids of ceaseless.....life
sparkle sparkle little star,
how i wish to be what you are.
continual exsistence after death?
possibilities of perpetual proclimations
permeate
unspoken, unsolicitated, underlying
truths

i sought of places
no living could find
inevitabley
i found nothing

and nothing found me.

needing, wanting more
never enough

materialism, physical goods
no longer emotion

gaps need filled
broken hearts need mended
depressing lonliness and
overwhelming desires

man may reach for the stars
the jeweled blanket
gleaming at us from afar
holds beauty only in distance

where do all paths
eventually lead?
to a place of judgement
where we can wash
the blood from our hands

Out, Damned Spot!

what lies beyond mortal eyes
but a vast endless vast
endless
black hole fears
swallowed whole by something
spat out into nothing

a vacuum grim reaper
a screaming abyss
but still
the dreamer sleeps
and the fool dreams

what is percieved
in cosmic optimism
beyond but a dream
merrily merrily
gently down a stream

has been recieved
by ultimate empathy

to sail the seas
of negativity
to drown
in nihility

for whom is deserved of divinity
for whom pertains to higher plains

dies irea with

everlasting memories of

times torn

the universe created the god

minds without matter
lining the outer layer
of black holes becoming
the subtsance itself
of cold. dark. matter

no one knows what was
or what shall ever be

you are practically non existant

floating through endless dark,
exsistance questionable

self-relience in extremus

the future remains hidden in silent tombs
time bends like light through prysms
pyramid forms reach towards juxtapositioned emptiness
shapeless shapes welcome you home
with unwelcoming presence waiting to be born
implaceable gazes from rivers reflecting strangled souls

nothing revealed
but nothing itself

nothingness

the empty void of reality
takes me
on a journey
through the hardended feelings of indifference
places we can not go, but for why?
lack of oxygen, extreme cold?
no, not these

FEAR of emptiness

of which only blindness could foresee

no longer lonely avenging nothing
no longer (gifted) with a voice
of which to question and doubt
awareness to bear the pain of not knowing
the fear of emptiness
and the emptiness that remains
when there is nothing to fear

fear not the evil man
fear only the man

mute morpheus
saga spinner
melting claws
of irony and tall tales

no accuracy in longing

the ultimate secretes of existence
revealed in a flash of empathy
a scorpion dances majestically
in the triumphant eye of an anubis
there. is. nothing. to. learn

eternal sleep paralysis
tireless hypnopendulums
equinox to equlibriem
metaphorical hypotheticals
universal maths route
towards exitless mazes
all leads to square one
balance on a useless axis


horror overtaking as
futility to understand life
abounds

lifless as life itself
still and breathless
cold as ice_ life
a shadow of death

the greatest voyage of all
leads to dead ends
as long as there are boundaries
you shall always be detained

..against free will..

boundless
structureless
formless
limitless

lifeless

but life, glorius, overwhelms
duly noted references to emptiness
unspeakable

e.r.a.s.e.d

only the dead feel
no
s u f f e r i n g

believe in nothing
and all your answers shall be revealed


we seek
and
we destroy

we live
and
you die


i am god and you are all my wounds