Suicide Sunshine (written at age 15)

I inhale my last hope. Among me are few.
Tearing the flesh of my innocent mind.
My last words running circles in my head.
Stabbing at the heart; pure black.
No time to turn back.
Suicide Sunshine.

I had it all until at once it was gone.
Dreams fulfilled, life was grand.
A rope around a lifeless shell.
A souless flesh lying on the ground.
Could no longer put up a fight.
I was tired and heavy laden.
Suicide Sunshine.

Injection so welcoming, a lethal weapon.
Nothing like an eternal high.
A walk like flight along the darkened sky.
Mistakes are perfect to me. I never did any wrong.
For the last time I tried.
I was swept away beyond all reality.
Suicide Sunshine.