one in three
By sixsixnine
craving for a distant past
the future racing far to fast
the present not the present
but the resent past
atlast nothing hardly to be spoken
for the universe we'll only now open
i must always think to breathe
some feelings do not deceive
10 million things to say
how to begin the end, we pray
many questions
answers with many choices
we search for purpose
may be in your face
but invisible
pointing the way
away
into cataclismic
optimistic shit,
flying thru the emptiness
of the galaxy
spreading ,
multiplying organisms
that blind my ambition.
Aristotle caught the poison
that emptiness and submission
from the sexual urge she died in ... a THOUSAND little rubberbands that
tie my cock of cosmic love ..
can't stop craving for shit
can't stop taking a hit
i want your aLL OF IT
cant stop feeding my addiction
cant stop ending my ambition
cant stop dying in your emptiness
where we find eachother
CaNT STOP WANTING YOU
what do i.. do now
have to break thru somehow
letting it.. all out
the moment isn't bound
my release nowhere to be found
my feet nowhere near the ground
suddenly i hear your awesome sound
right when down
i pound
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freewrite tonight with a couple of friends
mike wurtz
jon planas
*669*
really fucked up right now but thinking of all of you that have helped
me feel better since i might not get the chance to later i must thank you
aXe_FacTor (mel) for your caring letters & kickass poems/ disturbing screams
for the awesome poem & calling & cheering me up on three way with vixen/
hope to see you when you come to town vixen /serpintine_fire/haunted_past/perfect
advocate lives/ taken for eternity thanx for the love
midnight shadow (tracy) first to write with & talk to here*) / dekika
/urban humility / starfilled starburst starless/perfect death/ abused/roachy/
suicidal love/ b-4 i go on i must say i'm writting this cuz all of you
have inspired me & made me feel good... ok /tropicalsnowstorm/ braindead
poet/ anth / twisted image/captain_funguy/vampiresbride/vicious_june/suicideseason/
manywalks/ fish / god damn it can't remember!
sexually sadistic/ jedimindfuck / mute seranade / greek philosopher/ i
think i'm missing.. oh yeah have to also thank someone who inspired me
& supported me last year when i was here ,who i havn't seen around but
hope is doing well
ROB 2 DAWGS aka Dr. ROB / thanx for the awesome vibes & i probably left
someone or something / i'll take care of that next time/ 'til then take
care*)
Comments on "one in three"
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On Tuesday, June 29, 2004, sixsixnine
(477) wrote:
thanx again lol! i can only be here for about 10 minuts b4 i got to go again* so let me go ahead & post some new shit 4-u *669*
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On Tuesday, June 29, 2004, aXe FactoR
(335) wrote:
my dear matt, i pine 4 u, when will u be back? ok, hee hee, i sound gross now, anyways, im missing u a lot, i just want u to know. ur 1 great friend & poet i never regret knowing. u know i love u. take loads of care, treat yaself good. -MeL-
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On Tuesday, June 29, 2004, aXe FactoR
(335) wrote:
yea, & im very touched 2 be the first 1 mentioned.if i had 1 wish right now, it would be meeting u personally. ur an awesome soul. & this poem is excellent by the way. stay cool, tons of hugs, -MeL-
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On Thursday, June 24, 2004, capt_funguy
(778) wrote:
great fuckin piece ... raw and core ... rush of push expression ... falling fast and happening forward ... dambursts ... gotta love 'em .... cool man ... keep burning bright ... funguy
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A former member wrote:
*feels honored for being mentioned* you are an awesome writer, always goosd to see something new. loved this piece ~serpentine~
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On Thursday, June 24, 2004, sixsixnine
(477) wrote:
thanx alot Mesa* checked your work out really cool pieces* 669 *
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A former member wrote:
deep and sounds like a song...mesa likes