Not Alone

I was never alone.
I was never at home.
I lived day by day.
I couldn't get away.
Someone I trusted.
Someone I lusted.
Someone I held dear.
Someone I did fear.
The words of many,
Feed me aplenty.
The words of few,
No bigger than a kyu.
The one I loved,
The one I shoved,
Should have been,
Deeper than skin.