I'm Gone

Howling for the attention I so needed to survive
Why couldn't you hear me
Why wouldn't you help me
Why didn't you love for what I am
Instead of what you wanted me to be
Now I am no longer lost and confused
I have pushed myself to the limit for you for the final time
I'm beyond done
I've finally found the will to move on
And leave you in the past where you belong
No more tears for you
No more wishing for death because I couldn't get any of your affection
Your behind me now
And I won't look back
Your forever gone from my world
I don't care if you wanted that or not
Makes no difference to me
I don't love you anymore
Your not my world now
And you will never be my world again
I can finally live without you by my side
I can finally shine again
I can finally be who I truly am again
Without fear of being put down for doing things that I need to do to be happy
Without getting questioned for even thinking of doing something on my own
Without getting falsely accused for something I was never the one doing in the first place
But was what you were doing the entire time we were together
No more chances
No more hope
This bird has flown from the cage you locked her up in
Never again will I be your slave
Your emotional punching bag
I'm beyond done with all that stuff
I'm free once again
To do whatever it is I want without having to explain myself to anyone else but me
Have a nice life without me
Because I will never fly back to you for as long as I have a breath left in my body
I'm out of your reach now
And I refuse to look back on the life I once lived ever again
Its beneath me now
Just like you are