"life"

as i sit here waiting
waiting
for life to finally
come to an end
for time to finally pass by
and decide to take me along with it
life
life is nothing
life is pain
hate
and misery

what's it worth to breath
what's it worth to walk
talk
run
rise
sit
laugh or even giggle


when you cant even have the simplicity of
joy and happiness

what's it worth

tears begin to drop down my cheeks
slowly wetting my face
leaving stains
leaving permeant trace
to the thought of how much i desire to disappear
into the fine mist of air
and be forgotten
and erased
from every-ones thoughts
dreams
and nightmare
to be erased from every-ones past

those thoughts frightens me
they give me shivers and chills down my back
they raise even the smallest hairs behind my neck
those thoughts give me a pain
so big and strong and buried deep inside my soul
it hurts to know IM useless
and worthless
it hurts to know I want to die
and that IM giving up
it hurts
I cry and cry
my eyes begin to get sore

that's it im done
and that's all ive decides to take


this is the end.