So Cruel

Why do you think its ok
to fling
hateful vile words
in my face
Who the fuck do you think you are
and
Who the fuck are you
I don't know you
The man I knew
so intimatly
has dissapeared
with out a trace
of
who
He used to
be
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So creuel
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The verbal abuse
that I've allowed to grow
between us
has brought me down so low
that Im not sure I even want to get up anymore
But
I refuse
to be the piece of shit
you love to call me
I'm getting sick
of being your
excuse
for your foul
behavior
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so Cruel
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When did you start to think
you were my savior
or
that you were doing me some favor
because you had to
What makes you think
I owe you
anything
Are we starting to keep score
As I slam another door
to keep you from seeing the tears
that you so casually inflict
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So Cruel
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Its starting to make me sick
to even look at you
the expression on your face so smug
because you made a name for your self
by selling drugs
YOU HAVE BECOME A FUCKING DICK
You have no respect
for the people who care
for you
who have been there
for you
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So Cruel
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Do you think because you hold the sack
That you can treat me any way you see fit
Do you really think that when Ive had enough of this shit
from you
That I won't turn my back
and
walk away from you
Never taking another glance
or
giving you another chance
To be the man you used to be
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So Cruel
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This fucked up lifestyle we live
claims victims everyday
But
You must have got me confused
with the dope whores down the street
I refuse to let you use
the shit
to control me
You can BLOW ME
if you think thats why I've been down for you
gone round for round with you
I'm not fighting for what we are today
I'm fighting to find some a way
to reach you
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even though
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you
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are
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so
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Cruel
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