INDIFFERENCE

By Jaded Jezzabelle

I've been dismissed by you and it seems forgotton
left behind
Abandonment has become my muse
a catalyst
For my journey inside
Where poetry flows freely
dripping from my mouth
with the fluency of lies
Iam an idealist
altruistic
to the heart
blind
as I choose to be
I failed to see a flagrant opportunist
Unwise was I
by allowing myself to be manipulated
by vampires
sadistic
a sadist who thrives
off the energy of others
a leech
who smothers me
drains me if my dignity
to plagurize my life
with a tendency to burglurize
my relationships
puts a strain on friendships
conspires to become all that I desire
to mezmerize
tantalize
with imhumane perversity
adding bricks to my walls
that isolate me
inside this vacancy
a hole
there is a void in my life
where we used to be
and
Iam truly devastated
by your lack of loyalty
and
lack
of
compassion
jaded by the lack of decency
violated by the insincerity
that you've shown
for reasons that remain unknown
my words lack the fluency
to express poeticly
the pain inflicted
by
your
indifference

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Copyright 2004 Jadedwings
Published on Saturday, January 10, 2004.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • Methos On Saturday, January 10, 2004, Methos (121)By person wrote:

    Your feelings are very well portrayed in this magnificent work...one that i can relate to and one i wish you never had to endure...you are a friend i wish i could shield from such things..-Methos

  • Jaded Jezzabelle On Saturday, January 10, 2004, Jaded Jezzabelle (328)By person wrote:

    aaawww... methos...your so fucking awsome....wanna move to vegas???? cause I can't leave the country....

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