Simply the End

I'm sad, depressed, and slowly dying.
As I sit here writing these warning words,
Warnings of a death to come,
Not really the death of anything,
Simply the death of a no one,
I am crying out for help,
For one piece of advice.
I simply want ONE person to care.
But I am left alone
In this cold, bitter air.
I know not what I've done,
What I'm doing,
Or what I'll do.
What is to become of me?
I long for the times I'd play in the sun,
Simply chillin' with my crew,
When my life was filled with glee.
Those times will never be.
My vision is fixed on eternity.
I will end my life,
This I know,
All of these people
I must show.
Show them they can't bring me down.
I am already down as low as I can go.
I cannot fall anymore.
I'm not just another stupid whore.
Even though you think of me as such,
I am so so much
The exact opposite.
I'm also not your dumb bytch.
I don't have to be a slave to become rich.
Your thoughts and actions
All towards me
Is what sends me now
to eternity.
Nothing!
Nobody, can change this
or change me.
What is to come,
Simply must be.
The innocent death
Of an innocent girl.
Tons of demons
All around me swirl.
It's like a movie
Only... At the end.
Nore more twists and no more bends.
My soul now lies
In the bloody pool
On the floor.
Mama sees it
As she opens my bedroom door.
She doesn't understand.
She didn't get the messages I sent.
My end has come.
It is simply the end.

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