marble.

Being with him was like,
shoving mixed emotions
in to a tempered glass box.

and when he spoke,
it was like ingesting shareds
of glass.

His body felt cold to the touch
and his eyes fixated elsewhere.

He left me alone
He made me feel alone

My heart bleed his name
on repeat for days

...Then it happened,
my soul rejuvenated itself
and my heart grew content

I found reason to live
and found the courage to find myself

This is it.
I finally found my happy ending,
right?


...Right?


So why did he leave too!?


We're told to be ourselves,
not to change for others,
but to compromise instead.

..

Learning to love yourself
is easy

Learning to let someone go
is hard

..


While I continue to improve myself,
I hope he realizes...

If he can't handle me at my worst,
then he doesn't deserve me at my best.


✌️