While I'm away

Disconnected 
                      Dejected and detested       
Relentlessly contesting my mental stability intentionally
Dissection of thoughts that shatter realms of reality 
Systematically fashion some semblance of sanity       
       Just to breathe........
Lost within this labyrinth of jaded comprehension
No form nor figure for the shadow cast by self destruction
Down into this hell within myself I shall retreat
And there remain in silence with my violent needs
      For weeks ......
Tracing the space in this maze with bloody fingers
Screaming in desolate isolation
Embracing the faceless spectre that lingers
A presence that echoes immoral creation
    Demands release........                 
Paradigm of shadows form a void
Devoid of light and hollow
Pulling with magnetic force
Forcing me to follow            
                   A sweeping silence devours hours as I fade away
             A sleeping violence awakens as I flower into feral shade
        Consent to demon schemes
          Accosted with caustic notions
       Exhausted by the endless screams
             As darkness breeds devotion
                                                                     To this
                                                                Disconnection
                                                               That is endless