Downward Spiral

By SirEnders

Even though I'll never be Your first choice
I'll never let You hear My broken Voice.
Thoroughly shaking from the Anxiety
Knowing I'm not anyone's priority.
Left and Forgotten in the corner
Pressed up against the Border.
I'm clawing at the Wall Frantically
I can't get through, stuck in Agony.
I can see Myself hanging there
Above the fucking kicked out chair.
Flushed face, with no heartbeat
Accompamied by limp feet.
No matter the failed attempts
I hold myself in contempt.
Nails splitting and ripping
Flesh and Blood dripping.
As the chill pulses up my arms
Lulling Me with His Silent Charms.
Wake up, with slams on My chest
Spit up Blood on My vest.
Coughing, breathing in the toxic air
With an emotionless and blank stare.
No longer giving you the satisfaction
In any of my daily actions.
I'm silently waiting to fade away
Nothing You can say will make Me stay.
My Aura of Pitch Black Gloom
Will be Your White Aura's Doom.
My presence alone, dampens any Joy or Hope
With Your Innocence My Hatred will elope.
To prey on it when I desire
Tossed in a Sacrificial Fire.
Hoping Death accepts My Offering
Your Beauty could be Honoring.
Rest Your Body and Soul on the Altar, Farewell,
Write Your Name in My Blood from the Inkwell.
Everything is fading away, I severed the vein
In the Haze, I no longer feel My Mortal Pain.
I can't hear, My Blood is draining too fast
Now all I can remember is My past.
Reliving it all, but ever slower than before
Every second of loneliness and gore.

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Copyright 2018 SirEnders
Published on Wednesday, June 27, 2018.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

Lost the work a few times, rewrote the best I could.
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  • A former member wrote: Thoroughly enjoyed this. Great word choice. The whole piece painted a clear picture of emotion. Keep it up!

  • Jonas Robinson On Thursday, June 28, 2018, Jonas Robinson (867)By person wrote:

    Good rhymes and word choice. Very expressive and to the point. Some of the best things about poetry. Keep up the good work. :)

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