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I'm So Stupid..
By SirEnders
As I felt You fade away
These Blue Skies fade to Gray.
Alone, once again on My own
No more messages in My Phone.
I understand I'm hard to handle
And now I record My rambles.
I'm hard to love, trust Me, I know,
But it was harder to watch You go.
Thought I could be Happy with You
Why can't these Gray Skies fade to Blue.
Here I sit in Silence and Despair
Broken beyond any Repair.
I thought You could fix My Heart,
But you brought Me back to the start.
In that short time, I was someone better
Now the darkness is my own fetter.
I thought you'd be different than Them,
But you used me like an ATM.
I can't believe I thought I'd be okay
I'm just a game that everyone plays.
Like You said, I guess I'm the one to blame
My Will is dwindling like a Dim Flame.
At least when this happens I'm familiar
I won't snap, if I do I'll be a Killer.
When I do finally snap, I'll only kill Me
I wouldn't wish this feeling on My Enemy.
I can't stand this, am I that bad?
No matter what I do, You're mad.
I just wanna disappear forever
I'm not okay, I'm not happy, whatsoever.
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Copyright 2018 SirEnders
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A former member wrote:
So much pain and sadness. U are worth more than this...u should be loved and treated the same way as u treat others...if this wasn't given to u then u are better off without her and she's done u a favour. Your young, cute and talented, have patience my friend, the right one will come
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On Monday, May 21, 2018, I IS ME
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wrote:
We think change starts within self for self. This helped us handle outside forces better. Being rejected or used will still hurt but we can handle it. We've learned to pat ourselves on the back.
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