Killin' the memories of you

By molock

Killin' the memories of you

Can't get a grip,
give me another
vice to use...
maybe this one
will do the trick
...a servent to my 
abuse.
gettin' pleasure
from the pain,
destroyin' myself
...killin' the memories
of you

love grows cold,
and roses die...
expecting a
miracle,
water turned
to wine.
but living in 
peril,
'cause of loves
design.

my method of
defense,
green
white
blue.
if that doesn't
work
...a candle and a
spoon.
the tools of the
trade,
when i'm payin' 
my dues
destroyin' 
myself
...killin' the
memories of you.

fightin' through
another day,
which weapons
do i choose?
i can't do this 
alone
...gotta these 
memories in a
noose.
givin in to addiction,
'cause i got nothin'
left to lose.
surrendering to my
affliction,
destroyin' myself
...killin' the memories
of you.

love grows cold,
and roses die.
expectin a miracle
water turned to wine
but living in peril
'cause of loves
design...



 

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Copyright 2017 molock
Published on Sunday, November 19, 2017.     Filed under: "Love" and "Graphic Art"
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  • Drea On Sunday, November 19, 2017, Drea (1443)By person wrote:

    The title says it all. It's painful to read when you can feel it.

  • molock On Sunday, November 19, 2017, molock (314)By person wrote:

    thanks Drea, when i wrote this i was having many problems. later sis

  • Allen On Sunday, November 19, 2017, Allen (165)By person wrote:

    I can imagine this with some maybe rock or blues music being sung in a soft wisper or sad tone

  • molock On Sunday, November 19, 2017, molock (314)By person wrote:

    thanks for stoppin' by and commenting peace brother - m0

  • Phalanx On Sunday, November 19, 2017, Phalanx (677)By person wrote:

    For clarity, I don't use needles. If you haven't been here, don't assume so much. Hell has a mind you don't know.

  • molock On Sunday, November 19, 2017, molock (314)By person wrote:

    i promise you Phalanx i've been there, i wrote this over 17 yrs ago from my own experience after my divorce. at that time i was doing every kind of drug you can think of trying to deal with the overwhelming depression i was having. my own kind of hell was in my mind and i couldn't escape it. i appreciate you reading and commenting. peace brother - m0


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